Friday, November 06, 2009

hi people,
it's been quite a long time ever since my last update on blogger..

first of all,
thanks to everyone who wished me on my birthday..
thanks to everyone who celebrates my birthday with me..
thanks to those who presented your gifts to me..
you know who you are,
so i'm not going to mention names here..
just wanna let you guys know, it's highly appreciated!!
ps: i'll upload pictures if ii have the time...

secondly, regarding about academic matters..
i've just completed 2 module tests,
and i've only got one to describe..
DEAD!!! firstly, ii was in no preparation for consumer psychology ut that i've sat for today..
and their questions are literally so broad and much that i don't have the time to complete it..
for leisure, ii totally don't dare to pin too much hopes on it..
seriously, one cannot be too complacent, otherwise they'll start to get lazyy..
strategic ut nxt tuesday,
ii wonder whether I can pass through for that test..
this module is seriously worse than sports law,
the fact that there are so much to learn and the topic is too broad for one to learn and understand the concept in just 15 weeks of time..
worse of all, the facii is one who is sooo knowledgable that makes you stressed up every lesson!!

thirdly, fyp 2 is stressing me up again..
visitings are not completed,
no books and articles found at the moment to back up our topic,
not even a single clue on how to start our report..
looking at all my friends who started their fyp report,
what am ii doing here, playing games, complaining that i'm tired..
what about those who really made the effort to find for books and research for informations??
how am ii going to account for all this to allen who put in so much hopes on us??

fourth, hongkong study trip has so much to do..
wasn't what ii expect in the first place..
even though it was mention that it's suppose to be a study trip,
literally ii didn't expect that there were so many requirements from clarice..
thinking back, if we were to really follow and do so much things and in the end there are 3 that need to be kicked out of the team because of budget, how would you feel?
what if you are the 'suay' one??
should ii back out this momenttt??

fifth, sis just came home today telling me that she was super upset because she failed her tp..
dad and mum was informed as well..
mum told her to try again because you'll never know how lucky you can be the next time..
dad say perhaps she loss focus/concentration at tt time, thus the results..
but mum say she's too nervous and she is famous for 'butter fingers'...
mum quote i'll be better than sis if ii take the results..
and she urges me to take up driving before ii graduate from poly,
mentioning about the new circuit thingy which ii have totally no idea on..
shall ii take up driving or shall ii not at the moment??

sixth, work is adding on to my stress when ii mention I DONT WISH TO BE GROUNDED IN THE CASHIER DEPARTMENT!!!
how in the world do they not know what ii meant??
or should ii speak in some alien language to get this in their head??
despite me giving reasons my eyesight is deteriorating, headache, etc,
they just simply can't be bothered..
work now? ii totally have no mood for that..
shall ii bring forward my resignation letter to november???

lastly, ii seriously feel like going for a speed now..
driving at the fastest speed as ii can..
visit the beach and give a real loud shout..
do you know that a person tolerance has to a limit??
when he/she can no longer take it,
be careful when she starts to show it..

ps: please forgive me for being temperamental this few weeks..
ii might not know who ii offended,
but certainly ii know who ii can trust and who ii can simply forget..
sometimes its when you're drunk,
you'll get to realize the truth...

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

11:27 AM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

ii went out on the 19.10.09
yes it was my off day..
simply couldn't understand
why couldn't ii sleep any longer when it's my off day...

someone asked me,
why don't you rest during your off day..
and ii thought for awhile,
basically because that's my off day
so ii need to spend it fruitfully..

sometimes people are so fickle minded..
we can never be satisfied..
when we get the sun, we want the moon..
when we get the moon we want the sky..
when we get the sky, we want the earth..
that's how realistic the world is..

met lih shin as usual..
went to yew tee point to meet siow peng and ii swear the area is super small..
headed to jp instead, brought her to see her new workplace..
had dinner at cwp ichiban sushi..
BORED!!! now ii can't visit her at B&P anymore!!
she'll be transferred to JP for the next 2 weeks,
then back to cpp nxt month onwards!!
Zzzzzzz...

schooolll holidayss when are you arriving??
ii just simply can't concentrate during consumer class..
and the class motiviation was seriously low that everyone wish to cabut..
anyway special thanks to jasmine and my supervisor for their present gifts..

couple of things i'm gonna do next week:
25th: shopping+ dinner with family and midnight K-iin session at bugis till morning
26th: jb with colleagues for movies and food
27th: k-iin with w25m cliques after school!!!
29th: outing with jasmine for movies and food after school!!

hmmmm schedule might subject to changes..
that day he sms me to comment that i'm super busy..
but ii gave u 2 chances last yr,
it was you who destroy the trust, rmb?
sometimes ii seriously hate myself for being so soft-heartened..

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

6:49 PM

Friday, November 06, 2009

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

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